The happiest people don’t have the best of everything, they make the best of everything.

Unknown (but my new motto)

SOS (goal 149.7)

5/20: 155.9lbs
5/21: 154.4lbs
5/22: 155.2lbs
5/23: 154.9lbs
5/25: 154.9lbs
5/26: 154.9lbs
5/27: 155.1 lbs
5/28: 157.3lbs
5/29: 156.0lbs
5/30: 156.0lbs
5/31: 155.6lbs
6/1: 154.8lbs
6/2: 153.9lbs
6/3: 154.0lbs

My friend & 2 of his teens just finished a 65 mile bike ride. 2 more of his teens are 25 miles away from the finish line for 100 miles! So impressed by them.

We cheered at the 45 mile mark & at the finish line. 

Sad, that so unlike running races, there are no family or cheerleaders. The smiles on the faces of the people we were cheering for while waiting was awesome. High-res

My friend & 2 of his teens just finished a 65 mile bike ride. 2 more of his teens are 25 miles away from the finish line for 100 miles! So impressed by them.

We cheered at the 45 mile mark & at the finish line.

Sad, that so unlike running races, there are no family or cheerleaders. The smiles on the faces of the people we were cheering for while waiting was awesome.

In other news (aka if life could only be this easy)

Went to the store yesterday for new Vibrams. Fully intended on buying the Bikili (sp) LS model. I had read so many reviews on them.

Problem: my left foot is a bit longer than my right. Right foot felt amazing in them. Left hurt. Next size, too loose on right.

So I tried in the Speeds. Perfect fit both feet. Got out my phone to review the Speeds. Very few reviews out there and Vibram website calls them an everyday shoe not necessarily a running shoe.

My sales guy was busy telling me which looked better and commenting on “that Internet.” (he was old).

Finally my husband said, “buy the ones that don’t hurt as you are walking around the store with them. Why would anyone leave a store with shoes that feel like their toe is exploding? Especially to run in?”

So, here I am with the Speeds—still hoping I made the right choice.

4am

Woke up literally in tears.

1 day. Caught between 2 worlds because of different things that happened yesterday.

The one thing: made me feel extremely happy and proud and validated in what I do.

The other: the complete opposite. Feel extremely sad and a failure and questioning all I do.

Can you guess which is winning at 4am?

I just need to run…. But for now need to try to sleep. I have a race in the morning.